Mom

Mom has had surgery, and iam taking care of her. It has not been easy but iam muddling through. I feel like iam in a haze with no end in sight. She is a trooper but still has her moments where she wants to pull her hair out and cuss even. I do the best i can and we get through. I wish she did not have to go through this. God is testing her and me. To see if we can be nice and civil while we are under the same roof. LOL!!!! Iam the care giver in the family I just wish there were more of me. Another me would be great. My mom would do the same for me I must admit. I am not sure who the better patient is but love is the same. She is a wonderful caregiver as well. I guess that is where I get it from. I just need to remember tha this too shall pass. And life will go on.
 Mom is the person you turn to for help and support and she has always been there for me I love and I would not trade her in for anything.  I just hope she remembers this all and say at the end well done Catherine. B/C she has been very disoriented and crazy. Talking out the left side of her mouth. Making things up she thinks is real. Thing is will she remember the real or the madeup?? My fear is she will go with the made up. LOL!!! Anyways this is my thoughts for the week. If they don't make sense it is b/c i have had no sleep and no time to myself really. But I am not complaining. Just saying. If your reading this please pray for us... Thank you Catherine