3/02/2010

Priorties!!!

Quote "Don't make somebody a priority if they only make you an option." That is exactly how i have been feeling. Like an option. I could not find the words to describe it but here they are. I need to be a priority in life. I need to feel needed and accepted and I don't. Latley Iam feeling like a sailboat with no sail. It is a lonely feeling. I need to be a priority!!! I need to matter. I need to want you to need me. not just when it's convenient for you. I love you and care about you. But I don't feel like i get the same in return. I only get leftovers and bits and pieces. I need MORE!!!! I need more of JESUS!! Iam going to stop relying on people to give me what I need and start asking Jesus for all my needs. I need to be loved and wanted and Jesus will do that.This is a very selfish blog. But it's how Iam feeling. I need to work through somethings and get on with life.

"The heart of the righteous weighs its answers, but the mouth of the wicked gushes evil." Proverbs 15:28

1 comment:

The McNeill family said...

Hi friend. What a precious, heartfelt blog entry you have written. I have days like that too. Praise the Lord, Jesus has promised to never leave us or forsake us, and He is sufficient to meet all our needs. And guess what I did today? David told me to sign up for digital phone service!!!!! It will be installed this Saturday!!!! I will call you with my new number!!!! love ya, Sarah